Life pt 2

Life is just so strange
you try to advance but you're always pulled the other way
they say it'll get better
but I'm tired of living through the storm and this whether
Jesus is on the mainline but it's busy on my end
constantly hearing I'm living a life full of sin
but wait
didn't Jesus die on the cross for our sins
then they wonder why I stay drinking gin
negative remarks and mostly from my next of kin
drunken thoughts and suicidal notes
I'm telling you
this life shit just isn't a joke
and when I go off
people say I'm doing the most
but this is my life please let me be the host
why are you in my life serving
hoping I'll let you co-host
I came in this world alone
this is a one woman show
please don't take offense
I'm just stating the obvious
if you worry more about yourself
you wouldn't take this as a diss
better yet
take this as a dish
for when you're at my house trying to serve up your favorite dish
you know the drama, gossip and other bullshit
please don't think I'm being a bitch
I'm just confronting some of your childish-ness
Now next time you want to know something about me, ask me
because like I keep saying
no one knows Patrice better than me